September 12, 2020

The Cart House –

HOUSE PORN in Scotland:   The Cart House. If you take the video tour you will hear my thoughts on this but overall I have to say the photos do this no justice. The feeling and energy of the place is scrumptious. It’s a combo — old barn refurb. The garden, since it was raining, didn’t get near the attention it deserves. Feels like a little paradise. Could definitely see welcoming artists here.
September 10, 2020

The Wait….

My paperwork is officially submitted to the settlement offices here in the UK. Yesterday we drove into Edinburgh so my fingerprints could be taken and my face snapshotted. Since I am not an EU citizen like Silas, I had to be physically seen and documented before my paperwork could be submitted to the government agency. Then we walked to this pub to consider all the many many things that are currently out of our hands. We’ve done our part to get official here and now we wait. It’s not up to us. And it’s strange, because for the first time […]
September 8, 2020

The Graveyard House

If you’ve ever wanted to live in a graveyard, here’s your chance! We saw this house today. It’s wonderfully within our budget but so incredibly small we could not host artists, musicians or a single guest. We could barely host ourselves and our dogs and would have to leave all of the wonderland accoutrement in the states until we find our museum space. But it was marvelous fun to consider it, and it is not ruled out completely as we may have to buckle down and take a too-small place as a first step to securing a foothold for Wonder […]
September 8, 2020

Cast a Big Shadow…

A teacher once told me “if you carry big light you cast a big shadow.” Simply put, if you’re actively trying to make a difference in the world, charge it with enthusiasm or inspiration or light, there’s work to be done in the unconscious. Wherever you relegate the unwanted aspects of yourself, there lies both opportunity and treasure. “Where you stumble, there lies your treasure.”– Joseph Campbell Somewhere along the way shadow aspects have got a bad rap. Weakness, vulnerability, tenderness, doubt, Selfishness, judgment, impatience, anxiety, depression, anger and yet if you think about all of the ginormous strides you […]
September 7, 2020

Lying down…

Sometimes you just gotta LIE DOWN. No matter how brave, how stalwart, how true…sometimes you just have to surrender and let the world have its way with your raw, burning heart. Oh it can’t have your soul, or your worth, or your peace. But it can have your heart, because to live any other way than vulnerably whole-hearted is a denial of your most authentic nature. And sometimes that kind of wide open love requires stillness. Surrender. Gratitude. Even when things are sucky. Even when they are hard. Especially when they seem impossible. Like right now. The world is burning. […]
September 4, 2020

when you’re tempted to give up….

when you’re tempted to give up to not believe go to the ruins of all you once held dear and marvel at the person the brokenness has created you, in the center of all that’s failed like a phoenix burning free unleashed into new life you are the ancestor of the woman you will become she is sending gratitude to where you stand now your ruin ignited her future Into a blaze of possibility – Angi Sullins .
September 2, 2020

More House Porn!

Saw another house today. I know. I know. I’m so in love with the first house I have eyes for none other – unless it’s a cathedral, or a castle. But we must invest due diligence. Why? Cuz getting the fairy tale (first house we viewed) is a l-o-n-g shot. The process of getting a house here is quite complicated and involved for us Americans, and yet the demand is so high for homes since Covid struck, houses don’t stay on the market more than 60 days at best. So we continue to look and find more reasons to fall […]